music is a story

i don't see you much, sometimes not at all.
i do i miss you.
but when i see you, my world stops.
when i look away everything goes by so fast
i don't realize what i miss.

you mean so much to me
you still do,
we played right
and played wrong
in the end it's just like a song.
there a beginning and an end.
the end slows down. and the when it starts it starts slow
that's usually a typical song, not those fast beat ones.

the beginning - when you realize you have feelings for each other
the middle - the stuff you do, the love and affection for each other, dating and all that
the ending - when everything fades, either happy or sad, but it slows down.
the world just stops.

it's exactly when i see you.
the only person i see is you. and everything around is blur, except you
when i look away, your gone and then everything fast forwards.

i miss the beginning, loved the middle.
the happiness i felt in the past.

i want that,
it's time for a new song :)
meaning a new future
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